oh man, when i was on mushrooms I had a bit of a bad trip. i died and entered what i thought was a time loop and i would exist forever. Its horrifying.
That specific instance was in a composite of bedrooms I’ve had and in the loop I swapped between my perspective and my girlfriends (who was kind of a compost of current and previous girlfriend). My vision was also in black and white and somewhere between A Scanner Darkly and the music video for Take On Me by A-Ha; it hand a kind of sketched feel.
could be eternal consciousness in a void. buuut.. i'd like to think eventually you'd learn to master it since it would basically be a personal pocket universe.
what if i told you consciousness is just a fractal inside the human machine (brain) and its not conscious, its the act of perceiving time which creates the illusion you exist, and consciousness itself contains all things which is really the experience of nothing.
without time, the fractal is already decided. already mapped out. all is 1 and 1 is all
Meanwhile, I fear that I will be cursed with consciousness forever. Absolute void would be amazing.
Also !politics
oh man, when i was on mushrooms I had a bit of a bad trip. i died and entered what i thought was a time loop and i would exist forever. Its horrifying.
SOMEONE PLEASE TURN THE MACHINE OFF
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Oh me too. The time loop was just one of the realities I entered. Half of them had scary components either then or when you reflect on it.
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That specific instance was in a composite of bedrooms I’ve had and in the loop I swapped between my perspective and my girlfriends (who was kind of a compost of current and previous girlfriend). My vision was also in black and white and somewhere between A Scanner Darkly and the music video for Take On Me by A-Ha; it hand a kind of sketched feel.
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could be eternal consciousness in a void. buuut.. i'd like to think eventually you'd learn to master it since it would basically be a personal pocket universe.
what if i told you consciousness is just a fractal inside the human machine (brain) and its not conscious, its the act of perceiving time which creates the illusion you exist, and consciousness itself contains all things which is really the experience of nothing.
without time, the fractal is already decided. already mapped out. all is 1 and 1 is all