I'm sure I've mentioned it here before but I'll often skip meals, and then start feeling really shitty in part because I skipped a meal, but not even have the spoons to make myself something to eat (and by make myself I don't mean actually cook, I mean literally taking a frozen entree out of the freezer and heating it up just seems like too much trouble because I'm just coming to despise the very concept of eating and food in general and I'm trying not to eat meat but none of the vegetarian entrees I can buy are as filling as meat and they're not cheaper so I can eat more of them either and now that I think about it I don't even like any sort of food aaaaAAAAAAAAA