it's been three years since my last relapse into it and holy shit I don't think I've actually tried to comprehend it before but I sure fucking wish I hadn't what the fuck everything is absolutely fucking insane and like self-replicating infinite layers of meta down :copium:
I have so many fucking questions and I'm going to vent under spoiler tag
What the fuck is canon. What the fuck is L🎱 rd English (besides caliborn) and what is the extent of his powers. What the fuck is paradox space. What the fuck is juju. What the fuck is the green sun. What the fuck are the horrorterrors. What the fuck is the incipisphere. How the fuck does the scratch work. How the fuck does death work. How the fuck does time work. How the fuck does the power system work. What the fuck is Sburb and why does it exist and how does it exist and what is its purpose and what the fuck
I am aware of the literal fucking mechanic that is Weird Plot Shit. I refuse to apply it until I know there is no reasonable explanation.
This shit is unironically harder to understand then King Crimson if you'd literally only read the shitty initial scanlations of Vento Aureo. I'm so fucking confused. It's one in the morning. I am literally losing sleep over this shit. I must u n d e r s t a n d.
This is my love/hate relationship with meta. Mostly love. I unironically love metafiction so much it is the embodiment of infinite potential both beyond tropes, referencing tropes and containing tropes but half the time you need to be equipped enough to write a fucking d i s s e r t a t i o n on some of this shit to even begin to comprehend it. I love and hate that. Mostly love but it's also tedious as fuck.
the last thing I remember is something about clowns and lava and I'm happy to keep it that way.