I have a full psych eval on the 28th. I suspect a plethora of issues ranging from BPD, C-PTSD, Bipolar type 2, ADD, OCD, and a few others related to panic attacks, anxiety, and depression. I used to be a nurse, so I'm not clueless about these things. I still have to jump through all the hoops and all I really want is just some Lamictal and Concerta. I can afford this for now, bit I feel for those who can't and have to deal with all this shit.

Thanks, abusive chud parents who wonder why they don't get to see their grandchildren. Maybe it has something to do with so much r*pe and domestic violence in front of a 4 year old, but what the fuck do I know? All I know is I need a lot of help. I'm doing DBT/EMDR but this depression every single day is overwhelming.