Hang in there comrade, we will see a better tomorrow, together. Missing a dose of escitalopram is rough. I don't take it but my partner does, and missing a single dose can be enough to make them depressed. But they're usually fine after a few days of being back on it.

The withdrawal on that stuff is something else. I had to quit taking it cold turkey due to a lapse in insurance and it was the most hellish month of my life. Hang in there!