Is it an adhd thing? Is it a codependent personality? Some kind of dissociation or sensory processing shit?
How do I overcome this problem? I have decent social skills but it feels so meaningless. I feel so lonely even around people.
I know I'm a stranger but shoot your best shot.
Oh, I watched a documentary about this called Neon Genesis Evangelion.
:shinji-screm:
Seriously though, I'm in the same boat. What's frustrating is that it wasn't always like this. I had multiple really deep friendships/relationships through high school, but after falling into a deep years-long depression I became super isolated. Even though I'm still in contact with a lot of those same friends (which I realize makes me luckier than many) and they still invite me to stuff now and again, it feels like there's this insurmountable wall between us.