I really like them, and I feel especially nice when I end up in one by accident. They make me feel comfortable, away from the bustling stresses of everyday life. I like being alone from time to time, or well... most of the time.
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I like being alone from time to time, or well... most of the time.
:1984: SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD TAKE THE VOICES AWAY :hypersus:
There's something in them that's just appealing. That pulls me in. When I was in an underground bike parking this weekend, it was empty par for a few lone bikes. The nearest few blocks were empty too. It was so quiet for a city that's usually so bustling.
I felt at peace. It was but a fleeting moment, but I loved every second of it. The echo of the bike parking, the lack of cars, the lack of people, the turned of lights in buildings, the silence of it all.
I want more. God I want more. :omori-miserable:
Maybe that's why I love the night, and just living at those hours. Too bad my fucking schedule tells me live otherwise. The darkness just adds beauty. :kiryu-pain:
Another example I like is people telling me how schools are eerie after classes. Well, have you been to yours an hour before the classes even started? Because that's how my everyday looked like until I finished highschool, Polish busses be like. I loved the empty school. It was quite funny actually, because it was usually me who lit the hallways up. It was a nice feeling, to come in and have the whole school to myself before everything else took over. :niko-wonderous:
Or how about returning home on the last train? Usually I'm the only passenger then. The ticket inspector wouldn't even bother to check on me most of the time. It's so quiet, so dark if not for the towns we are passing by. Just me and the hallway of the whole train. :napstablook-chill:
Driving at night also feels surreal, especially on out of town roads. No streetlights, just me, the road, and the surrounding greenery. It kinda helps that I like driving with no radio on. I like the silence. Sometimes a boar gives me a removedto slow down, but other than that it's extremely comforting. Fucking driving of all things. GOD AND THE FOG. OH GOD I LOVE FOG. :omori-manic:
Now the worst part. I fucking hate all the idiots trying to make liminal spaces be scary on horror like. „Oh nuuuu! The spüki shadow män vill kom & it ju for dinner!!!” Fuck off. :nyet:
You have good taste.
I love the feeling of being alone. I used to stay up until like 5 AM all the time, and I'll always miss those hours of lonesomeness.
Considering how many people struggle with loneliness these days, I'm very lucky that I've always had someone around. But... God I miss solitude so much sometimes.
I remember loving to wake up at 4am everyday. I'm still trying to return to that, but feeling like shit lately got me addicted to sleep. Going biking at that hour just to see the sunrise was the shit girl.
The funny thing is, you could say I'm „struggling” with loneliness. Yet always end up wanting to be in solitude. Wanting to be alone yet not lonely. What a funny contradiction. Glad I'm pretty used to being lonely... for better or for worse.