As in, absolutely no "close" friend, because turns out one was an absolute cunt, the other one simply didn't seem to care at all. No family either because I've met with a man contaminated with coronavirus, and had to isolate myself to protect my parents. Nor any significant other because of various factors that I won't get into.

So that's it. 2020 is the first year where I literally have no one left to talk/confess to. As a gift, I am offered a fucking coronavirus test, and that'll probably be it. I can't even cry anymore, because I feel so numb. I wonder if anyone has truly delved so deep into misanthropy as I did., becaues as it turns out, finding decent people to talk to is an actual nightmare, and I just can't be arsed anymore to go back to Tinder/Okcupid, or to hang out with my classmates. So loneliness for the foreseeable future it is.

That's it, I posted this here because there's no mental health sub, god fucking knows why. Have a good night, because I sure as hell won't.

Ok I'm legit amazed at the amount of answers, thank you all, you beautiful liberals. I'll try to answer to all of you.

  • eduardog3000 [he/him]
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    4 years ago

    Not OP, but I've been lonely all my life, it's just getting worse.

    • lonedare [none/use name]
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      4 years ago

      Most people are pieces of shit, and we’re not missing out on anything. That’s what helps me cope at least lol.

    • Jorick [he/him]
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      4 years ago

      Looking for a socialist org that wasn't based on electoralism was the first thing I did that actually gave me some fucking hope for mankind. Every single chapo should do it, regardless of ideology or gender or whatever. I can only hope this virus will pass soon, and that I will be able to finally meet with comrades IRL. I only hope you can gather the strength to do the same thing brother, not everything is lost.