As in, absolutely no "close" friend, because turns out one was an absolute cunt, the other one simply didn't seem to care at all. No family either because I've met with a man contaminated with coronavirus, and had to isolate myself to protect my parents. Nor any significant other because of various factors that I won't get into.
So that's it. 2020 is the first year where I literally have no one left to talk/confess to. As a gift, I am offered a fucking coronavirus test, and that'll probably be it. I can't even cry anymore, because I feel so numb. I wonder if anyone has truly delved so deep into misanthropy as I did., becaues as it turns out, finding decent people to talk to is an actual nightmare, and I just can't be arsed anymore to go back to Tinder/Okcupid, or to hang out with my classmates. So loneliness for the foreseeable future it is.
That's it, I posted this here because there's no mental health sub, god fucking knows why. Have a good night, because I sure as hell won't.
Ok I'm legit amazed at the amount of answers, thank you all, you beautiful liberals. I'll try to answer to all of you.
Lmao, happy birthday to you too. Well, I didn't do much in this year, before the pandemic hit us, I was trying to finish what I started in terms of "body-building/fitness", and to find someone to live with for the rest of my life. This pandemic stopped nearly everything that I had going for me. I spent most of my days playing computer games, reading stuff, watching vids and browsing CTH, until it was banned. Ironically, it was through the discord that I found a french comrade living in my area, and started the process of joining an org. Also planning an acid trip, and trying to finish my degree. There's still some fight left in me, no matter how dire things might look.
Also your username is dope.