Yeah it's not sustainable. But it's a temporary gig, Nov 1 last day. I bluffed my way into the kitchen. And they are always watching my work. So much scrutiny all the time. I had to make it long enough where their wasn't enough time to replace me if I did keep fucking up. Now that there's just a few week left, I've loosened up a lot.
No there's no way I could keep that up if it was a job I intended to keep
Confidence is overrated. I have zero confidence, high anxiety but when I absolutely threw myself into a situation it instantly stopped me thinking, just reflex reflex reflex.
Yeah it's not sustainable. But it's a temporary gig, Nov 1 last day. I bluffed my way into the kitchen. And they are always watching my work. So much scrutiny all the time. I had to make it long enough where their wasn't enough time to replace me if I did keep fucking up. Now that there's just a few week left, I've loosened up a lot.
No there's no way I could keep that up if it was a job I intended to keep
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Confidence is overrated. I have zero confidence, high anxiety but when I absolutely threw myself into a situation it instantly stopped me thinking, just reflex reflex reflex.