Sufjan Stevens, "John My Beloved" (Official Audio)
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From the album CARRIE & LOWELL Buy it: http://akrec.co/akr099-buy / Album stream: http://akrec.co/1xuiuN0 Available on Asthmatic Kitty Records More info: htt...

I've hated living for more than half of my life but nothing will sum it up better than the line "There's only a shadow of me/In a manner of speaking I'm dead"