I've got some pretty bad anxiety and it really flares up in social situations but a couple months ago I woke up feeling great. I wasn't tired, insecure, or anxious. I just felt good. I was able to converse with people without overthinking and stuttering.
I even knew in the moment this was weird and tried to figure out what I did to get my brain's chemistry to that point but I never really figured it out. Normally even just trying to figure out why I feel good sends me in a bit of spiral where I start thinking about awkward encounters I had over five years ago but not that day.
Never a single day in my life, just days where being alive is less aggressively nightmarish
When I actually sleep well and eat well and get some good cardio in like swimming, yeah.
Yeah i used to cycle between feeling like this and feeling depressed/anxious probably every few months or so. Then i got on wellbutrin 2 years ago and spent 2 entire years feeling great. It was amazing. I ran out of my medicine and couldn’t get more for a week and now it isn’t working any more and so here i am back on the internet all day. It sucks. Get pills if they work it’s amazing.
