Nah man, don't underestimate yourself. You're able to do great things!

There is no such thing as intrinsic talent, only sustained effort. You can do anything you set your mind to,you just need to keep on doing it.

And if you'd join with other socialists, it's fun as wel, and you'll experience yourself growing.

https://frso.org/join/

https://www.socialistalternative.org/join/

https://www.pslweb.org/join

https://classunity.org/join-class-unity/