You have taken on the challenge of Irish Trek, did you not also expect to take on the curse of the O'Brien? You must suffer.
But if it's any consolation, I'm sorry you're having a shitty day, and I will watch an episode of trek in your honor this evening.
Can you link to any good info (in English) on titoism, then? Because it's the most interesting example of real world socialism to me, but basically no info in English outside of really surface level stuff :(