Voice training is killing me because I simultaneously know that it's like, the big thing that stops people from seeing me and also it feels so Impossible that I will never get there. Like, yes, my face is quite masculine, it's very angular and I have really strong features, but like I think my voice is really the thing that kills me. Ugh. But I feel like such a joke when I try girl voice
Well idk how long you've been out your job but I spent about 3 months purposefully not workong out my upper body on estrogen and I lost eh maybe 10-20% of my strength. I lift upper body 1-2x a week now and lower body 2 times a week and my strength has stayed level. So it's not gonna be so so fast. But I do notice differences.
Honestly? My guess is you just aren't eating enough. It comes down to calories in vs calories out
Muscle loss for sure right? Are you exercising and lifting weights regularly?
I know it's a dead end but some days more than others I really resent that I wasnt just born a cis girl. Like I know I've felt this way for so long. Like since I was a kid. But it really does just kinda suck. I like being trans for sure though it's just.. it's so much work and I feel like I missed so much
Nooo you can see it in terminator 1
Arnold was packing I'll be honest
Uhh yes support china yeah
I got my septum pierced it looks so cuteeeeee
Agree. Not an issue. Also the worry I had about load size pretty much went away entirely after I lost the guy horny. Like who tf cares about load size lol
Yeah so. That sounds light enough for IPL
I'm gonna point out a few things quickly about hormonal transition cause I was worried about a few of the same things and found that my worries were for naught. I'm not trying to convince you another way but I also see a lot of myself here.
Dick working
My dick works very well after like 8 months of estrogen and like 4 months of being solidly in women's levels. Yes, horny is different, but it's still there. Estrogen mono therapy with injections is what I would recommend for this - avoid t blockers is what I would individually say. I get hard though, to maximum hardness and also t cream is an option I've known multiple trans tops to go on and they love it.
Re:horny - honestly was also scared of this but my god the horny is so much better now. I still get horny but it's not like... All encompassing horny for me. Or like this thing that makes me go masturbate. I def like it better and was a bit surprised by that. Before transition I was also like really attached to my sex drive and it's still there but it feels like this ball and chain has been removed from myself lmao
Cum
Yeah, I mean this is still way less for me, but eventually this may go away. You should weigh your options here because yeah I was kinda sad about it but I decided it was worth it. I still produce cum 8 months in.
Strong and muscular
Yeah. Me too. I love my muscles. My gender is being a muscle girl, I've been building these for years and years and I don't want to lose them. I have cis woman levels and am hitting new PRs for deadlift, leg press, etc.
For upper body I have lost some strength on purpose but I'm back at it now that I look good in a dress and tbh I've maybe lost 20% of my strength up top. I can still bang out like 10-15 pullups and bench my bodyweight... Easily.
But honestly I mostly care about my deadlifts, I'm just trying to keep the upper body muscle for looks. I am certainly not weak as hell like many trans women with noodle arms (that's many trans women's genders which is cute and good too).
My abs are slowly getting covered but hey. Again it's a calculus and there are drawbacks. But nothing's perfect.
Ok: laser. Yes gonna be expensive and painful. I'm sorry.
For body, I have been using an IPL and the difference is day and night. At home braun silk 5 is amazing. Don't use this for your face. I used to have to shave every other day now it's every 2-3 weeks
For face - yeah, this sucks. You're gonna have to go in and get laser done. It's worth it but slow and painful. I'm sorry.
You can request that they wear an N95 mask, maybe supply one to them? IDK what the protocol is for this one
Ffs: yeah I mean I would do the hair first and see where you're at.
Breast implants: you would be surprised how effective padded bralettes are to change your silhouette. This doesn't help with body dysphoria though.
Pinkerton and blue album are both near perfect albums. So happy they stopped releasing music after pinkerton
Yeah seems like a housing project that failed entirely. Guess it is what it is, there are many that succeeded and there's bound to be failures also lol to the speculators eating shit though
I went to a pride event with a cop booth. Disgusting
It's really fun hard. Took me a while and also I'm still no good at all
3 billion million
10 pounds is quite a bit but like, it can be explained by say, water weight, food, clothes, and general variation day to day. But yeah depending on where your chronic pain is, it can def make it worse :/ I have neck pain that I am definitely very aware of and actively taking steps to maintain muscle to avoid the pain returning.
If you want to track your weight though you could take an average over a week and use that as your average weight, and compare week by week