It indeed is not as bad as it feels. I'm feeling better now but it hurt for like a whole day and I was ruminating about it lol. I hate rejection sensitivity so much. It wasn't like we had an actual fight, I just said my piece and I got frustrated feeling like I was being ignored by the group whenever I tried to explain stuff like that. To which I got: "Well, respectfully, I think you're wrong, and being kind of rude about it too" which hit me like a truck and made me cry. A lot.

This is why I don't post

Also, this is my main friend group so we're talking every day and I said sorry (even though I was right!!!) and now we're back to memes and jokes again.

I tried explaining to my lib friends why it doesn't matter who sits in the captain's chair of the evil empire and they got mad at me and I have rejection sensitivity so it hurts a lot

Researching near death experiences (NDEs) helped me a ton with this. It's anecdotal evidence so it's weak but if you stack it all up from across history and cultures it starts to paint a fuzzy picture. I don't think death means non existence anymore. We don't fully understand what awaits us but from what little I've heard, it's a very nice place we go to.

basically the only way I have made friends in my life is spotting the other weirdos and being like hiiii i'm weird too let's be friends :)

and it's worked so far lol

Then why does it taste like soap :(

Being sick and somewhat sedated by medicine is enough to be sort of "drunk" and make typos. :P

But in terms of like, getting actually high, yeah you can't just get codeine but there's cough medicine that's like, pure DXM and people use it as a deliriant.

I actually thought you might have been high on cold medicine again lmao

Nah, rising up against fascist colonizers is awesome and worthy of celebration. I don't give a fuck how it "looks" to zionazis and their pearl-clutching libs.

I love this! It's like those 90s documentaries for children, or Microsoft Encarta. Very nostalgic.

I can't believe he just chugged a gallon of cooking oil lmao

Thanks, that helped me feel better.

People like that kept me a very confused radlib for a long time.

All the food is poison

I entered the SAVE thing and then got put in forbearance, what does this mean for my loans?

Holy shit, that whole sub... that's just sad.

I did a bit of research on Judaism to reconcile with zionism/anti-semitism and all that, and I saw how different it is from zionism, and that zionism is actually more anti-semitic than being anti-zionist etc.

But imagine if you knew nothing about it, and then went on r/Jewish. You would be getting the WRONG impression for sure.

Wow the detail is incredible. I found myself zooming in and looking at everything.

Yeah I actually enjoy hugs but I'm just awkward about it, like idk when it's appropriate, and I'm too nervous to initiate it, etc etc.

Sometimes I get so mad that it's been so long, and my family has been like this possibly for generations and generations, and only NOW are they just figuring us out. For so long, nobody fucking gave a shit, nobody fucking bothered to even understand us. Just locked us up, lobotomized us, shamed us for being different, and left us to go homeless and die. And only NOW do they realize: "Wow, it looks like they're actual people with feelings!" Fuck everything. Monstrous society.