TheSpectreOfGay [he/him, she/her]

my dog barks at me when i cry so it's a hard decision

yea, my field is both oversaturated and very competitive

im taking a break for now cos im losing my sanity lol

congrats!

the fucked up thing is that 100 applications is actually a really low amount for an offer. i probably get an interview every 400.

green is my favourite colour

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go play in stars and time it's good

using hexbear gave me additional genders

i mean, yea

not cos he's good, but 90% of the criticism i hear about him offline is "he's letting people immigrate in and that's why the housing prices r so bad and that's why there's so much unemployment"

has trudeau done a particularly good job like this article is saying? no lmao, obviously. but a lotta people use their frustration with him to just be racist

i seem to not be getting notifications for replies very consistently. had 3 replies to a comment and only got a notif for one of them

yea, i get really brainwormy about my friends not caring about me enough as their romantic partners. doesn't help that every single fucking time a friend of mine gets a romantic partner they suddenly never want to spend any time with me anymore. cos it's totally normalized in society that you should prioritize romantic partners so heavily, ugh.

im ace but not aro, and i've stayed in toxic relationships for way too long just because of the fear of not being important to anyone if im not in a relationship

i fucking hate kink at pride discourse

im sex repulsed and kink doesn't trigger it at all, but you know what does? like every fucking pop song with explicit mentions to straight sex. or action movies randomly shoving a hyper male-gazey sex scene in. why the fuck is a leather harness considered too taboo but those are totally normally

I like Shadows House a lot

It's a neat mystery thing and all the characters are very lovable and supportive of each other. Also the lack of fanservice is nice cos I can't stand that shit.

i've quit a job that would have made me kill myself before. it's really scary and i felt guilty for having to do so, since so many people have it worse. but no one deserves to be exploited like that, and im proud of you for putting your health first since you are able to

i bought a cookie and my friend took a bite and said "under communism u have to share all ur cookies" so i dunno if i can do this anymore

So I haven't even updated my resume or applied for jobs, for a ton of reasons. Partly it's because I am unemployable, like I have maybe the one reference from my supervisor at my previous job, that is it. I worked there like six years so Idk, what am I supposed to do?

Have your friends lie about having worked with you. Though I imagine some old coworkers wouldn't mind doing that as well.

But yea, that's my only advice, I feel you comrade. I gave up searching for now because of horrible health issues I'm trying to address. Shit's rough out there.

im like a mix between the two cos one of my interests is fashion design but i look like shit and sleep deprived

YOU'RE not funny

the only correct outfit is a collared shirt and dress pants

less than that? you're poor

more than that? overdressed, why do you want attention so bad?

good luck!!

i tend to dislike female characters in games cos they feel like they're written for horny men most of the time :cri:

whoa.... that's so scary that hamas was so close to u they could reach into your pants and put shit in it..... or they have a gun that puts shit in people's pants.... really scary stuff..........