I do love to see em

What nawwww, thank you

nawwwwww just furthering the state of Gay Being y'know

I have posted about it here before, by rights I didn't think it was that weird but it's one of those things.

I am working on increasing my homosexuality. Hopefully to levels previously inconcievable.

When I discovered that it existed I was like, Woah. It cracked my brain wide open for a few days.

Uhhhh I got it, I'm such a geniouse, I stared headlong into my ereader, and there it was: The Art of Growing by Jacqueline Ramsden, Lily Seabrooke's (demi)girlfriend. OF COURSE, I went on a fuckin adventure to gather books with enbies in em a few months ago!! And here is the standard-issue fluffy gay romance novel, from the partner of one of my favourite fluffy gay romance novel authors!!! Stand the fuck back!!

I can feel myself withering. I'm only like a month removed from heavy psychic damage due to [freakish queer book], and already I feel I will waste away if I do not engage in something fucking gay.

I snuck up on wifey and pulled her into a long, deep kiss, very nice. However I think I need to read some gay shit too...

The cishets simply do not possess the range.

The Windows 95 version of Panzer Dragoon is very cool, even has DirectX(3) support.

Rez Infinite bangs. (This is not /vr/ dreamcast is retro lmao)

Biohazard 3 Sourcenext is also cool, the Sourcenext versions have backgrounds rendered at 1280×960 and look great. Sadly Resident Evil 1 PC backgrounds are only like 240p or whatever.

Dino Crisis was on Windoze.

The Amstrad CPC version of Donkey Kong is somehow one of its best ports??

Moon Remix RPG came out in English on Steam recently.

Fucking, apparently Grandia II had a port to Windows XP back in the day.

Ok guess I'm makin' BAD CHOICES

I can't get sloptube to recommend me new things. I'm using a frontend that uses buttube's algorithm for recs, and apparently I have so finely honed my video recs and interests (neurodiverse queers and old video games, and some leftism as a lil treat) that it just won't put anything other than my subscriptions (about 375) on my homepage. Epic.

I leave bear website for a bit, I come back, Soy Lent is still making it

Even before the hormonal effects set in it feels so good just to do it ✨

This goes hard

I just checked and I have apparently gained 10lbs since last night, that feels like a lot for day to day variation but Idk...

Is it an actual requirement to become a DYEL gym rat on estrogen??? I knew that it privileges lower body musculature over upper, I did not know it was going to obliterate my physicality wholesale over the course of a decade and worsen my chronic pain.

And yes I am eating less, it just seems weird that I can fluctuate so much and it makes no visual difference

As someone who thinks Disgaya looks neat but hates the pedophilia and so has not played it, yes!