I'm a little scared for the future as I'm on pills but the possibility of losing access to them is looking more and more real. I really don't like needles and I feel like I'd be in trouble if that's my only option for HRT. I hope I can find a based trans comrade to help me if that comes to pass 
I feel this. I did the same thing a few weekends ago and that was a miserable weekend. Aches, fever, zero energy. Just awful. It was only a couple of days until I felt better so hopefully it's the same (or quicker) for you
Help someone kristina is trying to give me power
No I want everyone else to mod and me to be the only non-mod
I've been browsing those big lists of pronouns to see if I could find any that fit me. My choices so far, in order of most vibe to least:
Okay so it sorta feels like it's taking fae/faer, filing off the f's, and writing in s's. But there's connections to concepts like evening and construction in other langauges and I'm into that. Also I like the S sound for a pronoun and, judging by the rest of my choices, the R ending sound for the third-person is required for me.
Vie... ra? Maybe I just like it because it makes me think of bunnygirls?
Oops, filed off the f's and forgot the write a new letter.
I came across ne/nem and for a brief moment, I thought it'd be funny to refer to myself in the third person and sound like an animal sidekick or pokemon or whatever. ne/nir is little closer to something I'd actually want to use. I do like the way it sounds but I dunno. Still feels like a little much next to my name.
Love has good taste
I'm kinda envious of other people's special interests. One friend is a walking encyclopedia on history and can go over events in incredible detail, another can go into deep dives into entire genres of music and list of obscure facts about entire discographies and how artists influenced each other, and another can talk for hours on about the CIA and how that intertwines with the trajectory of the US.
I just know a lot about Final Fantasy 
Gonna start saying "how compelling" to my whiskers before heading to my appointments
Electrolysis has been going well but I wish when my tech wants me to turn my head so she can reach parts of my face, she would stop saying "face the wall" 
Nope, both still happen to me
I can't believe I haven't posted in over a month. I have been mired in a deep depression that I'm only now slowly crawling my way out. Not doing great yet, but not as bad as I was either.
I need to break my habit of disconnecting from everything when I get like that. I'm sure it only compounds my depression to be anti-social and isolated. Easier to say now than to do in the midst of it though.
I stuck with she/her because I haven't found anything else that fits me yet, and I don't mind she/her like I did the dead set
That's relieving to hear. I don't want to start dreading my sessions
Not always, though I think this is something that gets easier with help and practice. I don't always understand them but I'm better at identifying what I'm feeling and why after years of practice
I used to just listen to stuff that's popular for approval from others but I find that I'm happier just listening to my niche, cringe music instead. It's okay to break away from normal and plus it makes finding someone else that shares your tastes that much more exciting
Okay so first I take back everything I ever said about electrolysis hurting less than laser. My skin is so angry right now
Upper lip, above lip line, towards outside width: 
Upper lip, closer to philtrum: 
Philtrum: 
Philtrum, closer to nose: 
Upper lip line: 
Cupid's bow lip line: 
This is supposed to be the most painful area so I hope the rest isn't as bad.
Oooh I forgot gel existed. I'll keep that in mind