well yeah ideally I would keep the account. I don't want to not keep the account, just if its between a ban and a giveaway I'd prefer the giveaway. and that thread left me with the impression that I was OK to continue using the site. at worst this is a misunderstanding, and nothing malicious was intended on my end.
theres some behind the scenes stuff that would make sense for the ban. there was a thing on a discord server so I'm guessing my presence on the site is just making some ppl uncomfortable, which if that's the case yeah I'd prefer to just not use the site.
https://hexbear.net/post/81768/comment/880765
this thread sincerely left me with the impression i could keep the account. im sorry if that wasnt the case.
nah, amab and all that.
we had a whole big long thread where I tried to clarify whether or not I could or couldn't keep using the account, and I was under the impression I could keep it. if you'd prefer I give it away then I will. Ill link the thread of the conversation if you want proof.
anyways, logged back in to make a post about how my dad was just berating some poor customer service rep and that had me absolutely fuming, but I had to keep my mouth shut.
hey just seeing this now. got banned for "self harm." sucks but I've got like a deal with tc69 so I get it.
I'm trying to do better. I've got major issues and I really do wanna be a stable, happy, and productive person. I've got a meeting this Friday which might be a massive step forward for me in every regard if it goes well. fingers crossed.
normal users can talk about politics on the politics website. can you let me at least try
I came back to post pizza and saw someone say "uncritical support for transphobic country" like yeah that's gonna be annoying, and I commented it was annoying before making a shit post about it, and then I was banned. don't think I was stirring much shit.
also like, just keep on scrolling. nobody's making you not only read this, but also continue commenting on it.
no but saying uncritical support for a country that has done very bad things to anarchists (and lgbtq people) is def sectarian.
its one thing to say critical support for a country like that even if I'll still take issue with that, its another to say "literally did nothing wrong "
I plan on it, I'm just not in a situation where that's safe to ask for.
what you want me to do
see now I'm gonna log off bc now I can't stop thinking of facing my parents rn when ik my dad's wound tight rn. and its hard to ever forgive yourself when time and time again everyone you have any prolonged interaction with ends up either hurt or angry or scared. and its not like I have anywhere to go to take a break. I take a break from this site I might have to face irl violence. I might have to face talking to things that can't actually talk. id rather just not have to face that even if it means I'm a way too online loser.
I made a post saying the site sucks, this post, a post about pizza, and a meme. everything else was a comment.
the recipe I was following said it'd come out Chicago style, but whatever it was, it was good lol.
I will copy and paste exactly what you want me to say.
its all yours as long as you promise to not do weird tankie shit with it. also u/trans is available.
if you can let me give away the other account then sure
from our conversation so far it doesn't seem they'll be too keen on letting me keep either account lol. sucks but wygd.