sorry. not sure why i said all that. im just scared and have no one else to tell about it. but fuck i'm always scared about everything now. :joker-troll:
i have a doctors appointmnt at 1pm tomorrow. its just a few hours form now but i havent slept for 32 hours. i sleep most days all day long and drink whisky all night. doc doesn't know that. not looking forward to the apoiintmnt tomorrow but i have to do it or i wont be able to get my pre scription meds. the ones that are supposed to be for sleep :data-laughing: also the ones for pain :pain: but those don't actually help pain anymore, they just keep me outta withdrawlllllllllll. pretty scared I won't get what I need tomorrow which means i'm done, on my way out.
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