On the plus side, pitting ravenous hunger against executive dysfunction while almost exclusively eating food I prepare and cook myself has turned out to be both a good diet, a good way of rationing food, and a great way to actually make myself get up and do something productive even if that's just baking some bread or turning a few ounces of tofu, a single egg, and a pack of instant ramen into an actually good and filling meal.
If that were me I would simply bankrupt myself in an effort to continue eating like shit. I like cooking but ask me to make time for it and the answer seems to always be no :(
On the plus side, pitting ravenous hunger against executive dysfunction while almost exclusively eating food I prepare and cook myself has turned out to be both a good diet, a good way of rationing food, and a great way to actually make myself get up and do something productive even if that's just baking some bread or turning a few ounces of tofu, a single egg, and a pack of instant ramen into an actually good and filling meal.
If that were me I would simply bankrupt myself in an effort to continue eating like shit. I like cooking but ask me to make time for it and the answer seems to always be no :(