I have further bad news: all of the animals that go into your beef, turkey, bacon, eggs, milk, butter, and animal products of any kind also have terrible, excruciating lives, as the full documentary conveys.
If you don't want to watch this, all I have to say is: Why? Don't you owe it to yourself to know where your food comes from? What are you afraid of? That us vegans might have a point? If you're confident that you'll be a steadfast non-vegan no matter what information you become privy to, then you have nothing to lose by watching something like this. If animal agriculture didn't have anything to hide, then why do ag-gag laws exist? I thought we liked whistleblowers who expose shocking things to the public?
If you think that this clip is a shocking, out-of-context, worst-case example for what goes on in animal agriculture and that most farm animals are treated fairly and with dignity, do you actually believe that? Vegan or not, we're all already anti-capitalists on this site, and we know that any business reveres and pursues profit above all else by any means necessary, or else they would not exist for long and be chased out of the market by a more ruthlessly "efficient" competitor. And "by any means necessary" means that capitalists won't bat an eye at all at unsafe working conditions, grueling work hours, shit benefits for employees (if any), or hell, using cheaper labor if not outright slavery in Global South countries to take advantage of lax/non-existent labor laws in US client states.
Do you think that animal agriculture companies don't operate with the same mindset? Do you think they pamper their livestock and then "humanely" slaughter them when the time is right, instead of being a brutally efficient killing machine designed to extract as much profit as possible? Of course they don't, there's not as much money to be made by investing in treating livestock with dignity. These animals are treated like unfeeling machines designed to maximize profit.
Please stop eating animals and contributing to this sadistic industry when more ethical alternatives exist. Using "there's no ethical consumption under capitalism" to condone your current lifestyle does not mean that you cannot make more ethical choices within this shithole economic system. There has never been a better time to go vegan, there are many great vegan meat/dairy alternatives that already exist if you need transition products to wean you off of meat and dairy. And if that is out of your price point, there are millions of vegan recipes online and so many cookbooks that exist, I'm sure you could find some of your favorite dishes and veganize them.
If you've ever had even the slightest urge to go vegan but are too afraid to take the plunge, I think it's fair to say that many current vegans felt the same way at one point, myself included, so you aren't alone in that. But once I had the moral framework for why people choose veganism and once I did research for how to successfully transition to veganism and avoid pitfalls, it ended up being much easier than I thought it would be. You won't know until you try.
Oof, that's horrific, I'm sorry you had to experience that right in front of you when you were just a little kid, that sounds traumatizing.
If I'm gonna be a little :doomer: here, I don't think widespread veganism/ethical treatment of all animals will be accomplished in my lifetime, certainly not under a capitalistic system because there are so many perverse incentives (i.e. profit maximization) to treat animals like complete shit. The slaughter of animals for human consumption is not a uniquely capitalist phenomenon obviously, judging by how many leftists are still ignorant about veganism and how animal consumption exists/has existed in AES countries, but I also feel like the proliferation of the abominable factory farms are also a natural progression of capitalism and the fervent pursuit of profit. The way I envision it playing out is that worldwide socialism would have to precede worldwide veganism. Hope I'm wrong though, I would love to see both in my lifetime, and that doesn't mean I'm going to stop advocating for both anyways.
Edit: I suppose there's also stuff like lab grown-meat that would be more ethical, but I'm very skeptical about the ability to have that at scale in the near future, cuz if there's one thing about capitalist innovation, it's promising that something is "only a few years away" for like 20 straight years lol. But I admittedly don't pay much attention to news about lab-grown meat, I might be totally off base here