every time i talked to a mod or admin on this site they were really angry at me and had next to no patience, i’ve never been confrontational to them or attacked them they were just really angry at me (im not judging them i know theres probably a good reason)

nothing happened recently or anything, i was just taking a shower and then i had an involuntary flash back to a mod being really angry at me, and i wanted to ask why, i dont have any examples of when they were like this

i haven’t really changed my behavior or anything since so if i did something really wrong then why haven’t they banned me yet? im confused

i really dont want anyone to argue to each other about the mods or anything, this is a purely selfish post made to put my parasocial anxieties to rest

if someone would like me to delete this post please just message me and i will