Could use some words of encouragement/support. It's very tough after years of self degradation and isolation, all while living with schizophrenia. 
Could use some words of encouragement/support. It's very tough after years of self degradation and isolation, all while living with schizophrenia.
Depression is a side effect of withdrawal, so anything that you might be able to do to give yourself a little treat may help. HOWEVER, you should also be aware that since your mood is lowered, the treat may not get you fully up to that "normal" feeling and may discourage you further.
If you can make it past that first mood swing stage, it should get easier and, easier and, easier as the time goes by. You got this!
Well I got a date still so that might help. We were supposed to go out on the 4th but her dog was not handling the fireworks well and she just texted me that he ended up passing away yesterday.
Fuckin genocide celebration ruined our date and killed her dog. Fuck this country.
EDIT: Congrats on the date, and I hope you two can find comfort in comforting each other, while trying to receive/revive your own love for yourself
But also, I'm sorry to hear that the dog passed away :(. The feelings of grief are signs that show you really cared about providing a good life for them. Sending love and best wishes in this time of struggle for you and your date