like seriously, the trans aspect of my life hasn't improved at all since i've came out. I don't have healthcare that covers hormones or any kind of surgeries, i dont have any kind of employment protection, i can't change my name on my drivers license, and I can just straight up be shot in the head and someone can just claim that I was trying to have sex with them and they acted in self defense. Like cis people haven't given me shit, and "cis allies" have especially not given me shit. In fact, half of the time it seems like cis "allies" keep trying to argue with me over the fact that I keep telling them that they're not good enough, that their "allyship" is entirely performative. it just doesn't make any fucking sense to me