I don't know what I think about the lockdowns and this virus anymore. If the government isn't willing to provide a social safety net to it's citizens, then I personally don't think lockdowns are viable. I understand why some people are against them in Europe and the US since there is no support being provided by the government. How are people supposed to survive a lockdown without support?
We'll goddammit, you were right. She called me, bawling, telling me she does in fact want to end things. Perhaps it's not so much Idpol, I don't know, we're going to talk about it tonight but she is saying she can't mentally be in a relationship right now. I'm pretty fucking heartbroken. I envisioned spending the rest of my life with her. Goddamn. Also, I've never actually been the one on the receiving end of a break up. Shit sucks, man. This is a horrible time to be alone.
Thanks for the kind words. I was worried to bring it up as I didn't want to come off as queerphobic or anything like that, cause I am not. But yeah, her new friends within this collective don't like me, but her original friends do for the most part. I am pretty good friends with a couple of them, too. Its hard.
She is swearing up and down that she isn't breaking up with me. A few days after she called me saying she loves me, misses me, etc. I don't know. I am sure they are saying I am hyper controlling, though I am not. I don't get jealous and I never cared about what she did, with her collective or any of her friends. Lets see how it plays out. I am just venting.
Yep... Good point. She would always tell me that she doesn't listen to them regarding us and that she loves me. In fact, the last night before our "break" she said that I am all she has. IDK. I just imagine her telling them about this break and them simply encouraging her to say fuck it, why even get back together after the break, he is cis, or some shit. Oh, to top it off, several of her fellow queer collective comrades are completely in love with her. So there is that, too.
I think I am losing my partner to idpol and I am really sad about it. After the uprising she started a queer collective with some people. They all hate me because I am a cis white male... You probably think they dont actually hate me, but trust me, they do. Obviously, they don't owe me anything, and its fine, I don't really care about what they think of me. But now they are pressuring my partner to dump me. Things were good, but then she started saying I "don't understand" this, or I am too white, male, cis, etc to understand her. Now she wants a one month break to explore herself and has completely excommunicated me. This is a serious multi year relationship, we weren't just dating. We know each others families and go on trips together and what not. Ugh, I don't know. Just venting.
What is the name of that grifter w/ autism running for office? There was controversy earlier this year when he decided to run under his own party and it was revealed he used election funds to purchase what appeared to be personal items?
This one time back in 2016 there was this lady in my medium sized city's downtown yelling, "Trump is our God, Trump is our God" while standing in the median of a busy street... I wonder how she is doing these days.
People have learned to live with COVID, it is not directly effecting most people's lives enough to scare them. However, having an empty stomach and possibly losing the roof over your head is a different story.
What are y'all talking about?