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This is the first time I've been back on this site in a month.
I left because I was too online, getting brain poisoning, and just feeling worse about myself for every other post seeming to call me a bad communist (self-projecting, a personal issue more than a site issue I think/hope).
I thought I was doing well. Detoxing a bit. Grill pilled, if you will.
And then tonight. I got into a political shouting match with a good friend (who I've done this with in the past. It will blow over) because no matter what, I can't seem to stop myself from turning into the "gets political after 3 beers" meme and can't talk politics without feeling like I'm coming across like a stark-raving lunatic.
"Terminally online" really is terminal, isn't it?
Not sure if I'm back for good, but I had to put this somewhere.
:deeper-sadness: