He's sure been sitting on it

A few, 7yo appendicitis which ruptured in surgery. 15yo Fell from 3 story high scaffolding and landed on my back. 11yo an adult repeatedly slammed my head onto a wooden floor: maybe not a near death but I had thought that that was the end. 18yo big hill at night friends figgered we would ghost it, brakes off keys out of the ignition, find break don't work and scrabbling to put keys in ignition.. I was drunk so I don't remember much else but we all survived car had a dent on the bumper.

Worm rot 😍

Dot files on github, an HHD for storing photos, downloads, documents as well as my not in use games. I also sync keepass files across all network devices.

It was dumb luck for myself too, years since I had last played figured I could install through wine.. Anyway stumbled on to this guide.

Be careful out there stalker.

a tie sits on the shoulders so the tie of a Giraffe Weevil would need to sit much lower than is illustrated.

Withnail and I.

sadly saying socialism doesn't magic capitalism away, I pay my subs to 1: fund our movement and 2: to show my dedication. same goes for Unions, even in the transitional period we will still use money, some will still be better off than others but eventually these things will be a horrifying memory.

reach out in a few months, i should be in a position to help.

only because people are bludgeon by capitalism, there's a phenomenon witnessed in abuse's where the abused can become the abuser to who ever is seen as beneath them, luckily most of the socialist in my personal life have been nothing but giving, allowing me to sofa surf while homeless, financial aid when I've been desperate and if i were in a position to- i would do the same for you. reach out in a few months when i should be entering back into work. right now i could link you up with your local Socialist Party branch, or i can tell you about Unite community the section of Unite union for out of work members, £3 a month they will support you in DWP / PIP and maybe even food. they are a union though and obviously its sometimes not possible to pay subs.

I’ve had 5 different therapies and 5 or 6 different antidepreessants. None worked. How can they? My problem is poverty and they won’t solve that. Therapy and meds won’t numb the hunger pangs or reduce the stress of impending homelessness.

just going to link this in. when i said about my experience it was less to do with the material and more so the outcome. you can't therapist your way out of an awful situation or take a drug that will fill you up. instead my point was i was law last years, i didn't have cancer or any serious health conditions so we are different in these regards, instead i was incredible lonely, i hated myself for being unable to hold down a job, keep a relationship, not drink to excess and many other things, even now i think low of myself with all the embarrassment that has been in my life. but since really joining a political party and building a social circle, as well as taking part in emotional regulation therapy i have gotten better, I'm still broke, unemployed with future job prospects looming over my head and the fear of relapse.

Yea this is a head scratcher. In another post I commented how capitalism feels like a drawn out punishment, then on top of that we get further punished for being punished. Like currently I am bidding on social housing where once a week I must log into devonchoice.com /org to place fucking bids, if I stop I get removed from the programme, why not add me to a list. In two or however many years it takes give me a call and say "you made it to the bottom of the list, here's a flat for you" but again its a punishment and an arbitrary game.

We should have food programmes in Britain not banks but actual programmes that take from the capitalists forcefully to feed our most vulnerable.

Fuck churches, they are always wanting something in return sly fuckers.
Are you on matrix chat? NHS mental health stuff has been similar, 2 years being tossed about but eventually I was put into a programme that worked for me and have meds that work for me. At the start it all felt so insurmountable as things often do, I hope you can make it to a similar point where ending isn't what you see as the only option.

Anyway I suffer with si and avoid the subject when I can.

The Tories in red only seem to be making things worse, if I were you I'd be reaching out to citizens advice. They really helped me with money issues and told me what to do when handling debts like requesting a freeze, helped with pip and universal credit. Beyond that I have some Devon centric help lines I understand you may feel beyond help but like Lenin said of his brother, we're no good dead (probably poorly quieted).

<3. I'm available to chat. My background: Cis male 30s. Unemployed 3 years whilst doing therapy for cpsd, depression, anxiety, before this I worked in low paid jobs such as retail, restaurants, medical and fabrication.

Now I am an active member of a socialist party where we sell paper, dispense leaflets and show solidarity at pickets and demos.

Hobie's: diy, art, writing, movies, social studies, reading and computers.

Again feel free to reach out.

And sorry to hear what you have been going through.

Solidarity comrade.

du -sh /too/bar to get size of files/folders. sudo !! inserts sudo into previous command when forgotten. yay for full system update if yay is installed. cat reads files.

Something I hate about capitalism is life feels like a form of punishment. On top of this we get punished for being punished and creates perpetual shit.

Jami, a p2p zoom replacement I am looking to use.

Its what happens after a defeat, we see it in failed workers movements where humiliation shuts them down for a long time. Another strong man will take trumps place and we'll see the same cycle again though..

its a good sign ;)

not looked in to pacman hooks but will need to now lol any i made a script that downloads, unzips and patches then compiles so mostly hands free.

Thanks will give these a look 🫠