Sometimes you’re the one who experiences the disappearing. But then other times (in my case) you live long enough to become the disappeared. 👻 Honestly though, depression is just what fucked me up. I feel bad for all the people I ever interact with and inevitably fall out of touch with.
This so much. It's almost a year now since I've spoken to some of my fav online groups. I just suddenly stopped coming on for them. I feel especially bad 'cause one of them is really sweet, someone who always made my day, and someone I could've had a life long friendship with. We needed each other and I let her down. It's a habit tbh, I ghost when I need time for myself. She doesn't even know if I'm alive and probably fucking hates me now, but what's new?
Sometimes you’re the one who experiences the disappearing. But then other times (in my case) you live long enough to become the disappeared. 👻 Honestly though, depression is just what fucked me up. I feel bad for all the people I ever interact with and inevitably fall out of touch with.
This so much. It's almost a year now since I've spoken to some of my fav online groups. I just suddenly stopped coming on for them. I feel especially bad 'cause one of them is really sweet, someone who always made my day, and someone I could've had a life long friendship with. We needed each other and I let her down. It's a habit tbh, I ghost when I need time for myself. She doesn't even know if I'm alive and probably fucking hates me now, but what's new?