Live a couple years with debilitating pain that makes you unable to walk more than a few hundred feet at a time. Live a couple years getting ridiculed and harassed by doctors and nurses and pharmacists when you mention you are in debilitating fucking pain. Live a couple years in so much pain that you can't maintain a social life. Live a couple years knowing that the only thing that could end your pain is by blowing your own head off, or having to go to some sus dealer and buying shit that could be laced which would kill you anyway.
Work a couple years in an ER and try to resuscitate the patients you've previously discharged.
Live a couple years with debilitating pain that makes you unable to walk more than a few hundred feet at a time. Live a couple years getting ridiculed and harassed by doctors and nurses and pharmacists when you mention you are in debilitating fucking pain. Live a couple years in so much pain that you can't maintain a social life. Live a couple years knowing that the only thing that could end your pain is by blowing your own head off, or having to go to some sus dealer and buying shit that could be laced which would kill you anyway.
Try living with chronic pain dickhead