Oh yeah, I moved out again before it was truly feasible for me to do so since my horrifically violent grandmother was impossible to live with, even as a young adult. Even now that she's been dead for almost six years, I still refuse to move back in with my parents to save money despite their invitation, because they proved to me that they'd rather look like the good kids to the woman who not only abused their child physically and emotionally when my mother was single and couldn't afford other childcare--as well as my mother herself when growing up, than keep their own actual child safe, whether as a child or adult.

Sorry, your actions proved your words about 'always having a safe home here' to be a goddamn lie multiple times in my life, and I'd be a fool to ever trust those phrases.