Got anything cool going on you want to talk about? Or maybe things haven't been so great? This is your spot to vent, unwind, whatever. Remember, you are loved :stalin-heart:

For me.....fuck where do I start? Working on opening up my relationship with the fiance a little. Initial talks on Monday were scary as fuck, but things seem positive. They have history with poly/ENM stuff whereas I do not, so letting them take the lead and I'm not saying anything again until asked to. Also started therapy yesterday! On the down side, I had a blunt talk with a close friend I've been crushing on for years, and I was rejected (for now). But, that puts some feelings to rest, so its kind of a good thing I guess?

Worst part is, we did not get to see Evil Dead. Gonna try and go tonight. One last good thing - I'm not being as drunkenly unhealthy this week since the news of my BP2 diagnosis has blunted a little.

  • Sea_Gull [they/them]
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    1 year ago

    I'm glad you got some answers with your crush. I'm sorry it didn't go the way you hoped, but I'm proud of you for saying something.

    And I hope you enjoy Evil Dead!

    • corgiwithalaptop [any, love/loves]M
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      1 year ago

      Thanks! It wasn't an outright no, it was more of an "I can think of more reasons right now that we shouldn't, than we should, so I am going to say no for now." So like....maybe someday? I dunno. But I'm definitely dwelling on it a HELL of a lot less, which feels more healthy. At least I'm not

      spoiler (drug abuse mention)

      snorting my brain meds and drinking in the street this week

      • Sea_Gull [they/them]
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        1 year ago

        Oh okay. This friend sounds pretty cool and I'm glad you're feeling healthier!

        (drug abuse mention)

        I'm also reflecting on my substance abuse to cope and I hope I can stay within healthy boundaries.