Got anything cool going on you want to talk about? Or maybe things haven't been so great? This is your spot to vent, unwind, whatever. Remember, you are loved :stalin-heart:
For me.....fuck where do I start? Working on opening up my relationship with the fiance a little. Initial talks on Monday were scary as fuck, but things seem positive. They have history with poly/ENM stuff whereas I do not, so letting them take the lead and I'm not saying anything again until asked to. Also started therapy yesterday! On the down side, I had a blunt talk with a close friend I've been crushing on for years, and I was rejected (for now). But, that puts some feelings to rest, so its kind of a good thing I guess?
Worst part is, we did not get to see Evil Dead. Gonna try and go tonight. One last good thing - I'm not being as drunkenly unhealthy this week since the news of my BP2 diagnosis has blunted a little.
Comrade, the only time I've ever been clear someone was flirting with me IN MY LIFE is when they grabbed me after a show, told me "you looked so hot on stage" and stuck their tongue down my throat.
I am in my 30s and this only happened a year ago.
You ain't alone there, thats for goddamn sure.
I blame god for making me both dummy thic and just a regular dummy.
Let's join forces and do nothing together