That isn't fun, as someone who's been suicidal for years, but starting feel a little better these days, you have my empathy and sympathy. :meow-hug:

I do wanna give props to your cool evocative writing style. And even if they don't really get it, it is nice to have people in your life that care about you enough to come and be kind.

Always sad to see a beloved pet go - any thoughts on getting more?