anxiety inducing levels frustration at things that don't work like they're designed during emergency situations. ie unable to use a phone to call for help because of fat fingering or my car won't stop and go as expected when i hit the brake and gas pedals leaving me a few feet/yards off mark each time i try.
the second most common is a lucid-ish dream where i can remember that i dreamt this before, but i can't remember what i recognized; only that i can remember dreaming it.
I think it's that they always turn from full color to "black and red" when they get too stressful for me.
There's always a specific restaurant plaza I go to. The food there looks really delicious.
Confusion, I am always struggling to understand or I am being misunderatood
School, forgetting assignments and the like.
Weird considering I've graduated well over a decade ago.
Being a helpless bystander to something horrible happening to my family.
Falling, getting into a fight, being attacked, or watching a disaster happen. I regularly get night terrors, where I’ll wake up screaming. It’s genetic, apparently, my dad and his dad both had them too. My brothers get them too. I don’t get them much any more, regular cannabis use has turned off pretty much all my dreams. Shit gets whack when I stop, the dreams come back way more realistic and intense.
I for some reason have gone back to a restaurant where I used to work but it's two or three times as large and wildly understaffed.
