It's been a slow trickle ever since COVID started. Just progressively losing any hope of having a good life long term. Hormones got banned in my state and I feel really dysphoric. The people in my life don't care about me. I could die right now and I don't think anybody would even realize for a few weeks. Idk man, what's even the point anymore?
One foot in front of the other. That's all it takes to keep going.
Keep your chin up and your back straight. Eyes open.
Those are the things I made mantras for myself to get through dark times. And I've been in the dark a lot. I will be again, too. And that's ok. You just keep going, that's all.