LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves]

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  • There were a lot of chat messages last night, I just scrolled back for 9 minutes and didn't find the message because of how much we were pissed at this. Nakoichi and other admins we recognize weren't even in chat until about half way through and ended up catching some strays from me. They started defending TC69 and AlaskaBall without context and I directly told them to go fuck themselves. Y'all know me, I try to keep my mouth shut without good reason, I can firmly say that all the serious admin abuse that's happened in the past few days has been TC69 and AlaskaBall.

    Yes, we mostly all agree that the dunk tank is toxic af. I'm not going to try to deny any truths whatsoever. But TC69 and AlaskaBall essentially nuked all good faith between staff and users and I genuinely hate them for that

    Edit: was talking about the admin alts, something I found most troubling. Melina can eat shit




  • And I'm in control of that? I invited people from outside the official mod chat into a different mod chat to talk about things safely, I really did my best. If I had the energy to respond to people insulting me as a mod, I'd be sharing tons of information from the mod chat. And as someone in the mod chat, I can firmly say 90 percent of the real fallout for this belongs to TC69 and AlaskaBall. Even from the posts it's clear as day that it's just TC69 and AlaskaBall doing this shit.

    I will say, mods (or most fairly well read people) are against the "dunk" culture (me included). We literally have known doxxers in this community that haven't been banned due to dissapointing admin inaction. There is a very firm split between the mods doing unpaid labor on this site, and the most of the admins. We all told AlaskaBall to go fuck themselves last night very directly. Seriously, so many of us have had to deal with serious backlash from this shit with no warning, we are a bunch of volunteers getting absolutely shat on by people we try to help. That is so fucking hard to work through, and my therapist would probably tell me to delete my fucking account.

    I get the confusion, I never check the mod chat, I'm awful about it, I was confused too. But even when you look at the fucking modlog, there is no mod action, IT'S ALL ADMIN! And just like capitalists, TC69 and Alaskaball are simply farming out all the mods to take the actual backlash of this shit.





  • Mescaline doesn't seem to have any interaction with psychiatric meds, that is as exception. However, there are a lot less studies on mescaline because even with San Pedros it's a fairly difficult process making it. 2C derivatives are 100 percent a no go though, they release seratonin and have MAOI properties, I wouldn't even mix a MAOI with ibuprofen personally, when I say that's all you can mix with it, I mean that as seriously as possible. I cannot repeat it enough, do not mix MAOIs with anything they're not intended to be mixed with

    CW: Suicide

    You don't have to really worry about Seratonin Syndrome unless you're taking something with an MAOI, or taking multiple SRIs at the same time (for example, taking Zoloft with DXM at high doses). Also to anybody who may be suicidal, mixing SRIs takes multiple days to kill, it will not be a quick and painless death. You can technically die off DXM (SNRI) and SSRIs, but you'll have to sit there thinking about it for days before you die, an absolutely (common) terrible suicide method, and you have to take a fat fucking dose of both.

    Seriously, just take normal doses of classic psychedelics (shrooms, acid, MDMA, mescaline, ect.) and you'll be fine. Just don't start experimenting with other psychs, basic tryptamines and (real) acid have a GREAT safety profile. As long as you're not taking Lithium, you're fine on pretty much all psychiatric meds with classic psychedelics.





  • Hmmm why did you post get taken down for doxxing people then?

    And if you can provide any sort of meaningful difference between pointing out bad opsec like that on a post and doxxing somebody, I'd love to hear it even though it doesn't fucking exist. You should have been permabanned for not taking another user's security on here seriously. I can never imagine organizing with such an unprincipled person whose fine with disrespecting the privacy of other users on here.

    Also, they've been openly posting about trying to reduce the meth they use, they've taken the steps they need to make sure they don't do that again. Your post would have been fine if it wasn't for you doxxing, and you're not going to dodge accountability for that because you put their instagram handle in the fucking post. You can't reduce your meth use to stop being an asshole because you're just an asshole







  • To sum it up, MAOIs in your body fight against seratonin toxcicity and break down seratonin. The way it's typically used is to prevent DMT breaking down in your body for oral consumption, but it prevents the breakdown of a lot of seratonin. This is completely fine when taking shrooms or DMT, will even make your trip way cooler with classic tryptamines that don't release seratonin, but anything that releases seratonin puts you at risk for seratonin syndrome. As someone that's gotten seratonin sydrome twice (once on accident from stupid drug mixes, once on purpose from a suicude attempt) people really overstate the risks of it

    Phenylamines like the 2C family all have MAOI inhibition action, so you never want to take them with psych meds


  • I was posting on chapo as a teen while I was somewhat of a lib but had read a decent amount of theory. Tried chapo.chat back in the day, but it just wasn't active enough for my tastes at the time. Ended up staying on Reddit for a while after the ban, fully internalized the theory after a few years without realizing it. Left Reddit during the whole third party app debacle and ended up on Blahaj zone. When I saw the Hexbear comments on there, I knew I had to come over now because it felt like the libs over there just became completely unhinged after Ukraine.