Its been awhile but FL used to be my primary DAW, so if you need tips feel free to ask. Music is a journey, so dont feel bad if it takes awhile. Im no expert or anything, but I can say that you can definitely improve in leaps and bounds if you put your mind to it. Even if you feel like something you made is utter garbage, there was still value in making it. Any song, good or bad, is a learning experience. As long as you dont forget that, youll be fine