I've been doing well but I can feel myself slipping. My schedule is gone and I have my final exams in summer, which I'm just pretending don't exist. That's what I've done for pretty much all homework and study - ignore it and give a lame excuse as to why I didn't do it. I have a project due for January that I don't know if I have the skills to do well. So yeah, I've been better. I also keep thinking about violent death, so that's probably bad.