Please don't
I've been there, I've hurt myself and probably would have killed myself if I hadn't gotten help
I know that things are terrible and seem like they're never going to get better, but that's just it
If you leave, you'll never know if that's true
Things might get worse, they could get better
You'll never know if you leave us
If not for me or anyone else here, at least stick around for the future
Like I said, I've been there
If someone hadn't told me something similar 12 years ago, I probably would have done something awful
So if you ever, ever need to talk, just DM me okay?
okay so I'm gonna be totally honest here: same. like, actively same. so let's... not, together. one person actively trying not to hurt themselves alone is hard. two people, a tiny bit less hard
I think you are experiencing the reverse of the Dunning-Kruger effect. It's very common for people with depression.
Lenin said he was certain he’d never lifetime to see a revolution in his lifetime a few months before the Russian revolution.
And I’ll also miss seeing your posts.
We can form things, make plans and get to know each other, but you’ll have to stick around.
I don't know you or what you're going through, but even if that's true, that's ok. Your value isn't determined by your contribution to anything else. The point of revolution is to provide comfort and dignity to the powerless, including those incapable of laboring. You don't need to justify your existence.
edit I say this as a probably-autistic mentally ill NEET shut-in lol. Even after revolution when I might be able to work without agony, I'm not sure how useful I'll be.
It will happen, and you’ve done a lot. I know it can feel very rough at times, but you don’t need to be out leading the vanguard yourself to feel proud of what you’ve contributed. From each according their abilities.
Knowing there's other people out there who feel like I do is what keeps me going. Shit can be lonely, but you're not alone.
Genuine question for the people on this site. How many of you here have struggled with wanting to end it all? Because I had that same struggle throughout 2019, and spent most of last year trying to recover, and now I'm doing better at least. But the feeling is definitely known to many people here.
