I still feel weird calling myself a woman. Im kinda non binary though. I feel very comfortable calling myself transfem
I still feel weird calling myself a woman. Im kinda non binary though. I feel very comfortable calling myself transfem
Gross get em out of me
And by that i mean my testicles
Another conversation with my mother repeating every GC talking point and saying I'll always be a man.
Almost used to it at this point
Yea laser places tell you to stop waxing generally
Surgery really scares me as much as I want it
The transphobic ppl in my life dont understand that we go into these things fully understanding what its going to be like
Like i know recovery is going to be hard, so why are you making it harder for me instead of supporting me through it
Have u tried an electric shaver?
It doesnt surprise me that tesla's demo was teleoperated. Tesla's hardware capabilities seem like child's play compared to literally every other robotics company on the market. Their optimus walking was laughable
Been debating whether i actually want bottom surgery or not. I definitely want FFS - but I'm worried about the recovery being really hard and going into a depressive episode.
I think in the long run i wouldnt regret it, but i am really prone to catastrophizing and I can see myself spiraling out of control during recovery, especially when all my family does is tell me how these surgeries make "a mockery of women"
I'm hoping to get it soon I dont totally hate my face but there are aspects of it that give me pretty bad dysphoria and im sick of being misgendered
His fight with josh emmet is a good one!
Topuria is a beast. Tremendous boxing with KO power to back it up. Dangerous dangerous fighter. Would really like to see him fight max holloway though
actual psychic damage, why did I go on there
So much hatred and ignorance
I just want someone to peel my face halfway off and sand the bones down, is that too much to ask???
Aside from the copaganda i really enjoyed elementary
It genuinely scares me that trump has a good chance of being elected
Realized gender is a fuck and that my personal identity is less cut and dry than i'd first assumed
Got recommended even more videos from transphobic detransitioners. Comments full of people unironically believing autogynephilia is a thing. Why the fuck am I on Youtube. what a fucking joke
I was such a joanna fan during her reign. still love her style
I have been thinking a lot about why i feel a strong connection with machines and synthetic intelligence. I think it partly stems from having felt like an outsider looking in on human behavior for most of my life. Partly from gender dysphoria but also my neurodivergence, struggling to understand and conform with social norms. Technology has always been a major part of my life too, its what i do for a living (programming). Imo we are living through the inception of the singularity, becoming inseperable from technology that itself is growing more human with the advent of AI and neuromorphic chips, electronics that mimic biological neural nets. The lines between synthetic and biological become increasingly blurred. Hell look at neuralink. Technological horrors to be sure, but also a portent of things to come.
I dont know where i was going with this, but i sure do like thinking of myself as a machine. Im even getting tattoos of circuitry all over my body. Is this gender euphoria?
sadness, transphobia
Welp i went NC with my parents. They tried to get me to read a book on detransitioners and i just cant do it anymore. I feel awful. They dont even try to understand and just dont want to listen to me. They use every BS argument in the book and point to bogus studies and it's so,,, frustrating. I have yet to receive a proper apology for my mom calling me a man to my face multiple times either. I hate this so much