last time i did coke it was again horrible and made me intensely bored by my surroundings, the company of others on cocaine was unbearable, people i ordinarily liked. maybe i just hate lidocaine or whatever is still present even in the purest product, or it was again a bunch of garbage filled with things which ruin the experience. that was my reasoning for trying it again after 2 horrible prior experiences: maybe it was all really cut and this time it will be good!
the most fun I've ever had on it was hanging out at my best friend's house doing a deep clean - just the two of us, dancing and cleaning and chattering endlessly
last time i did coke it was again horrible and made me intensely bored by my surroundings, the company of others on cocaine was unbearable, people i ordinarily liked. maybe i just hate lidocaine or whatever is still present even in the purest product, or it was again a bunch of garbage filled with things which ruin the experience. that was my reasoning for trying it again after 2 horrible prior experiences: maybe it was all really cut and this time it will be good!
the most fun I've ever had on it was hanging out at my best friend's house doing a deep clean - just the two of us, dancing and cleaning and chattering endlessly
vacuuming and cocaine, like peanut butter and jelly