I'm starting to realize I'm at that point in my transition where I just straight don't think about it anymore. Sure my body still needs sculpted a bit by the HRT and my beard barely exists still, but I'm more or less happy at this point. Bottom surgery completed and top surgery consultation in a month. I'm not even super unhappy with my breasts either. They're just saggy and lopsided, but at least they look really good in a bra (and get stares >w>). But like...it's nice. Things have really come together and I'm very much looking forward to the future now. Something I didn't do in the past.