listening to blowback and i'm so fucking angry/filled with sorrow at the loss of the greater communist project. the good that castro did and the absolute abhorrent actions from the west when their exploitation taps were turned off.
cuba should have their nukes back for fun.
the loss of the ussr and radical aes will be the death knell for humanity. what a glorious dream, killed by those who couldn't take the idea of being brought down to earth with the rest of us, and by those who were convinced by them. we will never see such a project of its likes again i think
we will never see such a project of its likes again i think
Maybe not, but we can make them pay with the time we have left
If liberation won't be ours, revenge is fine too.
This is like spitefuly gargling diarrhea to me.
I need a path that's not submission or spite or i'm gonna die inside.
Fair; spite and the family I've been slowly assembling are probably the only things keeping me from the last good crashout for more than half my life at this point so I'm kinda used to the way it burns. Just gotta keep building behind the fireline is how I handle it.
There's the saying about planting trees other can sit in the shade of. Maybe you can find some calm in preserving trees so the future might propagate them once more.
Of you want more of that feeling, for some reason, then I recommend this three-part series about the spartacists. Just the sadness in the freikorps. Broken men fighting against those that want to help them. The idealism of Karl Liebknecht. The squandered potential. Rosa Luxembourg. So many doors suddenly closed. https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7y0zyKXzhwzrZ0raG4HpT8ZdXx9USoW3
"Auf, auf zum Kampf" is now on my rainy day playlist.
