and like she was calling me "the music anon" and i was hey i got a friend who actually likes similar music, or rather, who likes this genre of music that my friends don't

and then she went "get out of the shadows let's be friends" i didn't really want to but i went and did it, sent her a DM hello i'm the music anon tell me what you think about this /sends a clip/

then she literally ignored the song and just asked some whatever questions like since when was i following her, and i said since september, and that i was following her because my feed was boring since all my friends acted like boomers on twitter, taking themselves too seriously or being g*mers, and also that i didn't have any friends to send certain songs to

then she asked me "how old are you" and i said "29, only got 1 more year to live sadly" and she said "well that explains the boomerisms"

then she ignored me again, and not just on DMs she never even answered 2 twitter replies i sent such as when she posted that "parents if your child listens to synth pop and post-punk they're LGBT" and i replied like "what if i like dark wave which kind of mixes both"

and now i feel even weirder because she's like 18 and i'm 29 with a fake twitter photo (that picrew crap) because i hate taking selfies (last one i posted was in 2017) and i'm wondering if she's avoiding me because she thinks i'm some kind of internet pedophile???

not gonna lie feeling like shit i miss when i just had a pal to send songs to

fuck

    • concessaoprasorrir [he/him]
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      4 years ago

      it doesn't really work unfortunately

      i don't know if it's because english is my second language and it makes all of it a bit artificial, or if it's the lack of a face to put on the name of whoever is talking to me

      but thanks comrade :heart-sickle:

  • cumslutlenin [he/him]
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    4 years ago

    I had internet music-trading friends that age when I was 18. Zoomers are weird about age.

    • concessaoprasorrir [he/him]
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      4 years ago

      i dunno, been talking to a friend of mine (1 of the 3 lmao, the only one who's a girl) and i'm convinced that whole "having a fake profile pic" and "being 11 years older" thing has probably spooked her

      i mean... i would be spooked in her place, especially because she's always hornyposting (i've never interacted with her like that, i'm not interested, but still, it's probably wise for her to be cautious i guess)