Feels bad, man.

Hey everyone, just did what it says in the title. Posting into the void that is chapo bc internet validation points would do a little to help fill the void left in my heart.

Was really happy with them and had plans. Wanted to spend the rest of my life with them tbh. Really kinda hurts now that I think about it.

Ultimately, what we wanted out of the relationship couldn't be reconciled. Glad that we were able to end things amicably. I really respect that we were always able to talk about things that bothered us in a rational manner. Real diamond in the rough maturity that's gonna be really hard to find in another person.

Anyway, I'm up in the wee hours of the morning and I wanna talk to everyone else. Get my mind off things, y'know. So, how y'all doing? Also, could use a lil suck pwease? Post hog if y'all wanna link up ;)

    • Healthcare_pls [he/him]
      hexagon
      ·
      4 years ago

      High school band. They were my absolute best friend for years. Told each other everything, things that not even our closest other friends or family know. I'd say that they know me better than anyone, perhaps even myself. So when we started dating after high school, things just felt...right. Like this was meant to happen. So it really sucks when things didn't work out.

      Glad to still be friends with them though. I still care about them and appreciate them being in my life. It will take a while to find someone else to connect with on that level though.