Feels bad, man.
Hey everyone, just did what it says in the title. Posting into the void that is chapo bc internet validation points would do a little to help fill the void left in my heart.
Was really happy with them and had plans. Wanted to spend the rest of my life with them tbh. Really kinda hurts now that I think about it.
Ultimately, what we wanted out of the relationship couldn't be reconciled. Glad that we were able to end things amicably. I really respect that we were always able to talk about things that bothered us in a rational manner. Real diamond in the rough maturity that's gonna be really hard to find in another person.
Anyway, I'm up in the wee hours of the morning and I wanna talk to everyone else. Get my mind off things, y'know. So, how y'all doing? Also, could use a lil suck pwease? Post hog if y'all wanna link up ;)
Fuck I relate to this. Guess I didn't communicate early or well enough, though, so now I think I ruined our friendship too. Feels bad man, as much as I want to still be friends I respect her wish to move on and deserve that chance myself, so part of me hopes she sticks to her guns and never speaks to me again. Knowledge of our own personal history tells me to expect otherwise.
I'm sure whatever happens that you will be able to work things out! :sparkling heart: I think that it's possible to have a working friendship with an ex-lover, that's kinda where we're at right now. I suppose it's a process of setting the appropriate boundaries. Although the time will come where we can move on. I'm sure it hurts like hell. It sure does for me. But time heals all wounds, or so I've heard. Hopefully that time can also bring about global communism so we can love free from wage-slavery