hahaha I still clearly feel some type of way about the whole thing since the pandemic has made it so I can't exactly text him like "hey you bastard let's grab a bite to eat" so I can throw a drink in his face and trip over my shoe-laces as I storm out crying. My work performance has definitely improved since then, though, as I don't bother to engage in an actual conversation with him when he asks a question or sends an link lol.
idk if it helps but it sounds like he just doesn't know how to deal with letting someone down. he's clearly still trying to be your friend. this might be something you both laugh at in a couple of years.
that's brutal, lmao
hahaha I still clearly feel some type of way about the whole thing since the pandemic has made it so I can't exactly text him like "hey you bastard let's grab a bite to eat" so I can throw a drink in his face and trip over my shoe-laces as I storm out crying. My work performance has definitely improved since then, though, as I don't bother to engage in an actual conversation with him when he asks a question or sends an link lol.
idk if it helps but it sounds like he just doesn't know how to deal with letting someone down. he's clearly still trying to be your friend. this might be something you both laugh at in a couple of years.
Being the one letting a friend down is shittty too, you feel guilty for making the other sad and things wont be the same so you lost a friend.