Communism when no trans cuties to consensually beat the hell out of. 😤😤😤😤😤
Time for my commitment issues to be on F U L L D I S P L A Y.
We don't care if you're an admin, fornication of any kind is banned by volcel law
That's so unfortunate. I haven't done anything since March. Finding people who are my type, near me, AND enjoy being beaten to hell is rather difficult. 😖
Going on a year and a half. First I was out of the game cause surgery. Then the motherfucking virus. I'm worried next time I stub my toe on the fridge I'll call it Daddy
ya its fucking insane. like whenever i look on fetlife for shit theres mostly just fucking 50 year olds or ugly fat dudes who wanna call me mommy.
I know there is a scene here with some younger than boomer people, but it's weird, I don't want to go alone and there is a high chance I might run into my sociopathic ex... So I partake in hobbies that leave me bruises and make jokes on the internet instead....
:transshork-sad: wishing you luck getting some hot people strapped down soon. Is your setup as cheap as mine with the under-the-bed-rope-attached-to-cuffs or are you on that solid restraint gang?
I think mine is supposed to be adjustable but I dont think I've ever adjusted shit, maybe if I put more effort into them we would use them more. I'm usually more about the over the door cuffs; those babies have been up there since 2018 at least.
I did pro domme with my wife for a couple years was lots of fun but using my trans status as a kinky bludgeon on cis white men got old, as did the haggling, the no shows, the constant boundary pushing, etc. Sex workers have the patience of saints.
cw: body acceptance and discussion
Lately, I've been coming to terms with the reality that, after approaching 3 years on E, I'm lowkey pretty damn adorable, comfortable in my body, and kind of exotic in a way. I've learned that it's okay for me to lean into my trans status and find beauty in the fact that I'm different, but it's not okay to be sought out for it. Swinging for the fences with the fact that I'm proudly a self-described chick with a dick will never get old, it's too fucking based and too cool, honestly. It's the confidence about it that stands out more than anything, haha. 😤✊
I started typing this and had to step away. I really don't know where I was going with this but I'm going to validate my own confidence by posting anyway, I don't care.
Sex workers are saints though. Braver than any troop could ever be. O7
I'm 7 years in and feeling the same, I am post op though,
surgeries
___ orchi and b.a
And don't plan on anything further. Becoming empowered by myself and appearance has been a pivotal shift from pre transition self perception.
S E V E N Y E A R S???? Holy shit, that's so inspirational to me.
cw: surgery discussion
I really don't think I want any surgeries. The only thing I'm really dysphoric about at this point is my browridge, but I'm able to cover it up with a hair style that I totally rock and really don't want to have to deal with facial nerve damage. My breasts are also bigger than some of the cis women's I know too, haha. I think if I ever had an orchi, I'd have to get prosthetics put in their place; I've grown to like the look on myself and am oddly proud of what I have, but not having to take spironolactone for the rest of my life would be chill as hell.
YES! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! GREAT JOB, BB! The hormones have done exactly what I wanted them to and now it's on me to improve my self-esteem (which is already in orbit) and confidence (which you all already know is literally out of this galaxy) and to love myself. <3
fat fuckin mood, but opposite (as the joke goes lol)
how are you always so relatable 😔✊
God I honestly wish I could trust someone to have some rough plays with.
I think this is one part funny as hell and one part a little concerning. Lmao. Anyway, how did your call thingy go?
So long as it's consensual, there is nothing to be concerned about; I'm just testing the ambience, lol. My call went really well, I was awkward as hell but I thought the conversation was very good! 😊
